This week is so hard my love, worse than usual as we should be preparing to celebrate our Ruby Wedding anniversary together on Sunday, 16 I can never accept or understand how this happened to 'us'. Never a day goes past that I don't think, miss and stop loving you. The pain and tears are never far away. We would be doing something really special - I wonder what you would have had in store for us? Sleep tight my darling, simply the best. Love Always.xxxxx